"turn-to-zombie" moment

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.,

I'm not a new blogger. I just stop blogging once at the moment for a reason (don't ask me why) and now I'm back!

Before I start talking (or blogging..) non-stop, let me tell you my definition of my “turn-to-zombie” moment..

Imagine this..you’re lack of sleep for days, physically exhausted from all things, your child is screaming for milk, you haven’t bathe, haven’t check your FB timeline for hours (ok, that is unnecessary but I love to read my FB timeline!) and all you want to do is just rest preferably in a quiet environment which is almost impossible!!

Admit it, you have had that moment before..I call it a “turn-to-zombie” moment! Haha..

I’m just a human. I’m not perfect, I love my child to bits but still I had my breakdown occasionally especially when I’m super exhausted. It’s ok to feel like that. It’s acceptable and only temporary. We are not angels. As long as we know how to manage it. It should be fine.

Knowing the triggering factor helps you a lot in managing your breakdown. At least you can try to avoid. Another important thing is to let your other half know. My husband has been a great support to me. He knows when I started to look like zombie walking around the house, he will take charge of the child and let me rest. And I do the same for him too.

Sometimes when he’s not around, what I do is I just close my eyes, take deep breath in and out until I feel better, then I switched back to my mommy mode.

If deep breathing doesn’t work, you can also blog about it and let the whole world know!!
 

Whatever she do, despite all the crying and sleepless night and screaming and the demands driving me crazy.. my lil' daughter is my life! I know my “turn-to-zombie” moment is just temporary.. it will go away! But my daughter is forever! :D

 

My respect goes to all stay-at-home-mom out there. They are just amazing doing same routine day in and day out (and no lunch break, no weekends off, no overtime claim). I’m a type of person who needs to work to become a better mom.

As for now, I’m just gonna enjoy my leave while I can..